Today I am not going to say much because I am a little disappointed that plan “A” failed and a little overwhelmed that I still don’t have a solution for a very difficult problem and I feel like it is up to me to figure it out. Right now that is kind of my “job” until I can have one and when I am able to have one, the sole purpose of that job, will be to pay for treatment and or boarding for our adopted son who has severe behavioral problems.
If that sounds confusing and a bit “Dr. Phil”, it is. Sorry about that. Welcome to my reality.
I have no intention of going on “Dr. Phil” by the way.
Anyway, today, I need to let go of the idea of plan “A” and trudge forward towards plan “B”. There are no manuals written on this stuff so I am kind of going at it in the dark and have been for many years now. I am hoping for Guidance, I need it. It would be nice if someone came by that had been this way, but that hasn’t happened much in the last 9 years and I can’t hold out for it now.
Disappointment, move on, there is no time for you and you are getting in my way.
Overwhelming feelings, take a hike, you are not an option.
Self pity, you are counterproductive, move on.
Cast your cares on Him because He cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7
One to plan “B”.